Very Boring

Anything can be rationalized – or better yet anesthetized with chemicals and half-true lies so when the weak, sickly truth dies, it is replaced by a whole set of why’s that did not exist at the time but lately feel right in my mind. I change my mind as often as a model changes clothes. That’s why I wanted you to stay – or understood that you should go because as the time between points passed, my story tightly tightly twisted. Now I’m not sure if you’re real or something that I wished – it could be either, it’s regardless. It’s like playing poker cardless – I am sitting at a table wholly unfit for catharsis. I have gotten very boring in my absence.

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~ by perfectionatrix on November 20, 2010.

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